Question about smoking weed....in a bizzarre way.?

alright , i dont know how to say this but i have to. i have been smoking weed for about 3 months. but im not 18 so i dont have I.D. to go get myself papers (zig zags.) instead i roll with bible paper, random school sheets or white lined paper i find lying around....to get it all to "stick" together, i use a tiny piece of scotch tape (the transparent ones). now i want to know what smoking weed in this manner does to me. Obviously, im not expecting any positive answers, but im on the young side so please dont tell me im going to die, and if you really need to, try saying it in a less....dramatic way.